I don’t know what to write, some thoughts just passed away but could not capture them but still I want to write something to keep myself calm and better. It is similar to saying ‘all is well’ to myself but just through another way of writing. Two years of graduation are almost over; next year will bring new place, new work, new friends and new ambiance of-course. No doubt I am excited to start this new phase of my life but at the same time a fear has started residing about when I will stop, when the time will come when I will be relaxed and satisfied with every aspects of my life. Time when I will stop looking for what should I do, have I done things right or wrong, when I will be really happy with what I am doing and when I will stop expecting from anyone ,when I will be surrounded just by white light which spreads peace. Right now I am feeling awkward just waiting to get this phase pass.