I don’t know what to write, some
thoughts just passed away but could not capture them but still I want to write
something to keep myself calm and better. It is similar to saying ‘all is well’
to myself but just through another way of writing. Two years of graduation are
almost over; next year will bring new place, new work, new friends and new
ambiance of-course. No doubt I am excited to start this new phase of my life
but at the same time a fear has started residing about when I will stop, when the
time will come when I will be relaxed and satisfied with every aspects of my
life. Time when I will stop looking for what should I do, have I done things
right or wrong, when I will be really happy with what I am doing and when I
will stop expecting from anyone ,when I will be surrounded just by white light
which spreads peace. Right now I am feeling awkward just waiting to get this
phase pass.
I think I really am
in need of a book which I can read, and feel better diverted from unfruitful
thoughts. Anyways any suggestions for novel (fiction) which I should read?
Sometimes it feels I am just wasting my time by remaining idle, doing nothing
except eating and sleeping
The dilemma. determination n desperation: the buzzwords expressed beautiful in the minimal words. Good Job!!!
ReplyDeletethanks :)suggest a novel :P
ReplyDeleteANything by Bolano, or HAruki Murakami (not IQ84, if you haven't read earlier works. The Sense of an Ending was 2011's best, you can try that. Tea's The Tiger's Wife. Richard Beard's Lazarus is Dead. Mohammed Hanif from across the border is really good too. And finally, I have been looking for The Cat's Table, if you find that share with me as well.
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